Loosing Sight..

At the beginning of 2017 I shared with you all about “The Day I Lost my Sight”. Through writing this about my blindness in my right eye due to my Juvenile Arthritis that began in my teenage years, many reached out to me and Kids Arthritis to share their stories and access support.

During October 2017 I visited my Opthamologist, had some scans of my eyes and this was all fine, but the result wasn’t.
Once again I was back in the big blue chair and on the screen were the images which had been taken.
What happened next, changed my life.

On the screen, I saw the scan of the back of my eye and what was showing were some tiny
‘bubbles’ in the left eye (my seeing eye). These bubbles aren’t friendly bubbles, they’re Macular Degeneration.

The look on the Opthamologist face said it all.

Surprised, upset and unsure of how this could come about. All the medical treatments are
supposed to prevent this from happening, but still it has occured.



But you know what I did in that moment. I didn’t get angry or upset. I thought about the 1 in
1000 children in Australia living with Juvenile Arthritis. About how much pain they’re in right now and everyday, thinking they’re the only ones living like this. I also thought how much they need someone like me who can stand up for them living with Juvenile Arthritis and Kids Arthritis tosupport them and show them that it’s going to be ok.

Medical professionals don’t know yet when my sight will disappear, but what I do know is that with your help we can ensure that more children living with Juvenile Arthritis, who could be going through this situation don’t need to do it alone.

National Juvenile Arthritis Month

“What does wearing blue mean to you?”

Is the question I’ve been asking children that live with Juvenile Arthritis over the past few months.

“Wearing blue means that people do care about the pain I’m in each day.”

“My friends can see that I’m not ashamed of living with Juvenile Arthritis.”

These are just two of the many answers I received.
Why was I asking children that live with Juvenile Arthritis this?
October is a very special month in many ways for myself. It’s the month Kids Arthritis celebrates its

 2nd birthday! The month we hold Australia’s Biggest and Bluest Night for Kids Arthritis, Arthur’s Big Blue Night, but it’s also National Juvenile Arthritis Awareness Month.
Blue is the colour of Kids Arthritis. It represents the courage and smiles that children living with the pain of Juvenile Arthritis have. This October I invite you to wear your favourite blue shirt, socks, jacket, dress, anything that’s blue to show that you support children living with Juvenile Arthritis.

It’s a simple thing you can do to support the 1 in 1000 children in Australia living with Juvenile Arthritis. I also encourage you to upload your blue outfit onto social media to show me, your friends and family online that you support children living with Juvenile Arthritis.

Now, what does the word ‘support’ mean when living with Juvenile Arthritis?

To me, a lifelong severe suffer of Juvenile Arthritis, it means that the people around me in my community, whether that be online or the Adelaide Hills. Want to be there and show that they care about the pain, stiffness, and isolation that children living with Juvenile Arthritis endure.

So, this October I invite you to wear something blue to show that you support children living with Juvenile Arthritis.

Juvenile Arthritis Life Hacks

I will never let my chronic illnesses stop me from living my life.

I'll always attend celebrations or meetings no matter how much pain I'm in or fatigued I am. 

Since founding Kids Arthritis I've received many messages full of questions from children, their families and carers who finally have somewhere and someone to turn to for support. 

Many of these questions have been in relation to my experiences living with Juvenile Arthritis among other chronic illnesses. 

This month I've created my list of Juvenile Arthritis Life Hacks.

Medication and health conditions list.
This is helpful for many reasons. If you're in an accident and medical help needs to know these quickly, hospital treatment stays or if you require care from someone at your home who needs to be aware of this. Keeping it on the fridge, car, bag or anywhere in easy reach is a essential I believe when living with a chronic illness.

Office Chair as a Wheelchair

You'll never think of it the same.

Lists, Lists, Lists

The thing with this though is that it has too be done the night before as the next morning your body could be riddled with pain and stiff joints that just don't want to move. Having a plan of action for the next day is always a positive thing to stay motivated and focused.

Finally, Asking for help.
I've placed it last as it's the one I want you to remember the most. Asking for help doesn't make you any less capable of that job or task. We all need a little help from time to time in our lives. Whether it's washing the dishes, catching a bus to work or simply needing a listening ear. We all need to help ourselves, but help others when they need it too. 

Flowers for Charity

We all know a person that loves their garden, they may even be you, but my mother loves her garden for a special reason.

As a child I remember each year she’d take up more and more room in our backyard to grow more flowers which for 21 years she has grown, bunched and sold on the Echunga Main Street for Juvenile Arthritis. She does this between ANZAC and Mother’s Day. During this there are many community members who come together and show their support not only for the work my mother is doing, but for the 1 in 1000 Children in Australia living with Juvenile Arthritis.

I remember one year spending part of this time in hospital for Juvenile Arthritis related surgeries, but it didn’t stop the community passion to help support Children living with Arthritis. While my mother spent time in hospital with me, the volunteers were at our home creating bunches of flowers, as they knew that I wasn’t the only one living like this and by them helping more people would learn about the condition.

Another story is about the many times throughout the years when it would rain just before Mother’s Day. Now my mother spends all year cutting, watering and pouring a whole heap of love into these flowers and when the week before Mother’s Day the rain comes and ruins her work, it’s a hard thing to watch.

I need to mention these aren’t any flowers, they’re the special Mother’s Day flower; Chrysanthemums. Their unique smell and bright colours they’re the perfect flower to give a special lady or person. If you need a reason to grab someone a gift or add some colour to your home, head through Echunga between ANZAC and Mother’s Day to show your support for the 1 in 1000 Children in Australia living with Juvenile Arthritis.

My Favourites

This months blog has been inspired by one of our KAWarriors who asked me a very important question at our last Support Group.

"What are two of your favourite sweet foods to cook?"

They then went on to tell me about their favourite ones which consisted of chocolate chip muffins and fruit salad stick. 

I had to stop and think for a moment about the answer as I love cooking many different foods. If you're a friend of mine you'll know I love surprising them with muffins or slice. To either say thank you or just put a smile on their face. 

I get my love of cooking from my father. I remember being a child and waking up to the smell of pancakes on the weekend and trying to guess what flavour they might be. Banana was and still is my favourite covered in ice cream and fresh fruit. They would be in different shapes and letters, but always made with love. 

Now that I'm older I still love my dad's pancakes, but enjoy making them for him on the weekends. Covered in maple syrup with juicy fresh fruit! 

My other favourite sweet treat to create is no other than my Grandma Oinn's banana cupcakes (are you seeing a pattern here?)

They are so easy and sometimes I even had a hint of chocolate chip or sultanas in there to mix it up. 

Both are incredibly easy to create and so delicious that you can't help, but share with others around you!

Eating a healthy diet is so important to everyone, but when you live with Juvenile Arthritis it's even more important. The statement: you are what you eat, is incredibly true and should be remembered on a daily basis when making food choices.

If you would like any of my two favourite recipes, please let me know as I'd love to share them with you!

JIA and Me

Through Kids Arthritis I've been able to begin many life changing and Australian First Education and Support programs and events to the children, their families and children all over the world living with Juvenile Arthritis. 

This has only happened because of people just like you. Yes, you reading this blog but, what you're really doing is learning more about Juvenile Arthritis which now means you are now an advocate for this hidden yet common condition. 

There's one Australian First program that I'm really proud of. It's not our School Support Program or our Online Support Group. It's our Southern Support Group.

Why?

Well all I ever wanted and still want is to meet others living with Juvenile Arthritis, no matter their age or severity of the condition. Like thousands of others around the world, I just want to meet others like me. This is so I can share with them about my condition, my highs, lows and just know that someone else actually understands what I have to live with everyday!

I know I'm not alone as everyday I hear from children, their families and carers just looking to connect with others just like them. This is why Kids Arthritis Southern Support Group means so much to me.

What I would have given just to have a group like this growing up. I know it would have made a huge difference to my conditions.

If you're reading this and live with Juvenile Arthritis or know a family who does. Please invite them along to Kids Arthritis next FREE Support Group: www.facebook.com/events/241781209598283/

That New Medication Face

I was recently sent an article titled 18 Things People With Autoimmune Diseases Want You to Know out of the 18 things this particular meme stood out for me.
Not only does the Meerkat appear to be on Prednisolone (Arthritis medication that can make you gain weight and become round in the face), but looking as if there's a glimmer of hope for the new medication. 

The face I used to create when my Rheumy informed me that yet another medication was available for trial, was somewhat different as I grew older. 

Much like the Meerkats face, there was some hope, but as I got older it became an annoying problem.

I know what you're thinking.

"but Sarah isn't a new medication a good idea?" 

Well reader, it can be. Sometimes you think.

"This is the one! The one that means I can be pain and side effect free for the rest of my life."

Other times, especially as I became older and could realise more about my condition it became more like.

Sarcasm "Great! A new medication which they know little about that will only help me for a short period of time and leave me with life long side effects."

You can tell how my view on the medical world and how I was treated changed as I became more aware of how it functioned.

Don't get me wrong. Some children just need one trial of medication and it works for life. What I say to those people is Well Done! I would just love to be that child.
Others like myself, are not so lucky. 

It was always a different medication around every 3 to 5 years. Yes this may seem like a long time, but remember I'm only 22 years old. 

The question you have now, is what medication am I currently on?
Well the best medication in Australia is unable to help me, so I've had to take a step back and consume a little tablet each day that's eating my stomach lining, but allows me to walk. Yes, you read that right. These are the kinds of sacrifices a child has to make who live with Arthritis. 

I know that there's children, parents and careers out there who are reading this right now and can understand how this feels, but to people reading this and learning about Juvenile Arthritis. Thank you for taking the time to learn more about this hidden yet common condition as it's people just like you, who will help change the way the world views Arthritis. 

Growing Friends

Being a kid is hard.

Think of all those times you spent in the school yard, playing on the playground or attending friends birthday parties. What can you remember? 

I can remember attending many birthday celebrations. I remember being that kid who's mum stayed and helped out as you never knew when my Juvenile Arthritis would become painful or swollen. I never stayed at sleep overs or at the celebrations for long as it was always too much on my tiny Arthritis crippled body. This lead to friendships being hard to maintain.

Why was this?

Juvenile Arthritis. 

The only people I could trust that understood what was going on was my family. 
I was so afraid that I'd hurt myself or suddenly everything to be painful and no one would be there to help me. 

Being older and looking back, this is due to the lack of awareness there was and still is surrounding Juvenile Arthritis. Since beginning Kids Arthritis Australia I have learnt that I'm not the only one with the above problem. Children, their families and careers are hesitant to let go of their child living with Juvenile Arthritis as others don't understand what it's really like. 

Through Kids Arthritis Australia I will change this.

This is a National problem, that if not fixed will become worse in the future.

Being a kid is hard, but living with a hidden condition makes the easiest things in life, like attending your friends birthday party hard. 

Alone and Full of Pain

Many people ask: How do I manage to undertake daily activities when there's nobody around to help me?

Well if you lived your whole life in pain and having to find other ways to do the 'simple' daily tasks, when you get older and can sometimes be alone during these times you find away very early on.

For example. I keep all my sneakers (don't like calling them running shoes, as I don't run) with the laces tied up for easy accessibility.  Socks on the other hand are much harder, If I need to wear socks for the day I have to ask someone before they head out for the day to do it for me. Besides sneakers and socks I have many shoes, like most females but they all have one thing in common. If I can't put them on alone, then I don't buy them. This is hard sometimes as I can see a pair of shoes in a store and just want to wear them, but know that due to my Juvenile Arthritis it's just not possible. 

Another problem is brushing my hair and teeth when my elbows are swollen up like balloons and are stiff as wood. This is where my opposite hand comes in handy. It may take a lot longer to undertake this simple task, but it has to be done.

As many of you know I used to attend swimming lessons every Tuesday. Since my Juvenile Arthritis hip problem that will never go away. Not sure what I'm talking about? Click here. Swimming is another activity that I find hard. My legs due to my right hip aren't strong enough to push me along in the water, so now if I'm swimming my arms have to do all the work. This has it's problems too, as my elbow and wrists joints then are more likely to become swollen.

I hope by now you have realised that nearly everything I undertake always has another effect. Sometimes good other times bad, but always related to my Juvenile Arthritis. 

People think that Arthritis only effects the elderly, which in fact it doesn't. 

People also think that Arthritis only effects your joints. It doesn't. 
There's a flow on effect that I have lived and will continue to live for the rest of my life. 

This is happening and happens to 1 in 1000 Children just like me in Australia. 

Got a burning question you just want to ask me? Please send me a message through Ask Sarah on the Kids Arthritis Australia website.

Pain and Juvenile Arthritis.

It's in our nature to just give out advice, even if we don't fully understand what the other person is living through. 

Throughout my life I've been given plenty of non professional advice from people just trying to help. I get it, you can't stand to see Little Sarah in pain, well guess what. There's nothing anyone can do about it, even myself. 

Every child living with Juvenile Arthritis is different. 

In the weekly #SupportMondays poll in the Australian First Online Support Group run by Kids Arthritis Australia, I asked parents and careers what was the best way to reduce their child's pain.

Number one answer. Medication.

Medication in 2016 is strong, toxic stuff, but you know most of the time it gives the relieve the body so badly needs. It might be overwhelming for the parent to hear all the side effects that come with the medication, but recent research has shown that with early strong medicaiton intervention the child's JIA could be better off later in life.

Second answer. Heat/Cold Packs.

Whether it's winter or summer a child living with Arthritis body needs to be at a good temperature (just like anyone elses). With the interaction of JIA and medication this can be a problem. Hot packs are also good for pain during winter and cold packs are great for sudden joint swelling.

Third answer. Good nutrition and exercise.

I know as an adult eating right and exercising can be hard, but for a child living with Arthritis sometimes and they might not even know it, can get medication cravings (yes another Sarah word).
When I was having Actemra, the craving I received after the infusion was salty foods and it became a tradition that I would cut up fresh potatoes and deep fry them and eat them with dinner that day. It just happened and I don't know why. Exercise can also be hard due to pain and stiffness, but with the help of your local physiotherapist this can be made easier.
Excess weight is bad for anyone, but if you live with Arthritis and you become over weight you place more stress on your already stressed out joints which creates more pain.

What other ways do you reduce pain?
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Driving with Uveitis

Living with severe Juvenile Arthritis has it's problems.

Never ending pain, stiffness that just doesn't go away, constant reliant on medication, I could go on..

Driving is one of those things that most people take for granted. 

Need more milk or bread? Just jump in the car and drive to the shops.

Got to pick up your friends from the work function? Just jump in the car and pick them up.

In the above two scenarios I've mentioned two of the problems I have l have living with Juvenile Arthritis.

You can never just "jump in the car' to get something. If having Juvenile Arthritis was that easy you'd all want it. Especially at night time it's the hardest. 

Driving to and from my weekly radio show is a problem I have especially during the winter months, as by the end of the show it's pitch black!

Living in a small country town doesn't make it any easier due to the lack of public transport, sorry, no public transport at hours that anyone would want to use it. 

I'm very lucky to have some sight in my left eye and each time I drive I'm grateful for the privilege.

Working and Juvenile Arthritis

South Australia has the highest unemployment rate which makes it harder for those living with a hidden condition to gain employment.

I believe I was quite lucky when gaining my first job. I was a member at the gym and had spoken with the manager on a regular basis, but when it came to a second job. It was a whole different story.

I've been through the whole cold canvasing walking around and handing in my resume at every Arthritis friendly work place. Applying online and not getting anywhere. 

When I would finally get invited for an interview I knew I had two choices.

1. Disclose my Juvenile Arthritis.
2 Keep it a secret and not disclose.

Everyone with a disability have this choice and is something that children who live with Juvenile Arthritis may one day have to face.

I choose each time to disclose.

Now you're thinking; well it shouldn't make any difference, but it does and disability discrimination happens. I've had to deal with it all my 22 years of living.

Those people who judge as I park my car in a disabled permit zone or those who wonder why I just walked out of the disabled toilet at a venue. This can be seen as disability discrimination in the community.

We all have choices and a young person living with Juvenile Arthritis doesn't just have to deal with the pain and stiffness of the disease, but the thought of gaining employment one day. 

This is one of the reasons I began my own business in the health and fitness industry and eventually Kids Arthritis Australia. So that employers and employees will understand what Juvenile Arthritis is and how to support someone who lives with it.

Click here for more resources on this topic and feel free to get in contact regarding this as well. This is why Kids Arthritis Australia and I are here, to support children, their families and careers living with Juvenile Arthritis. 

Pets and Juvenile Arthritis.

I've always grown up surrounded by many different animals. From guinea pigs, rabbits, dogs to ducks and a pigeon who think they're chickens (that's a story for another time). The one thing that has always been apparent is how much a child's life with Juvenile Arthritis changes when animals are around.

From my own personal experiences and stories I've heard through beginning Kids Arthritis Australia, that animals as pets are very important to their condition.

We all know pets make us happier and have more active lives, but to a child with Arthritis this is what we really need. 

When I was 7 years old Ebony, our beloved family pet dog passed away. We still had chickens, guinea pigs and rabbits, but without a dog my parents began to notice something different.

When Ebony was alive I would be more active. I'd take Ebony for short walks up and down the footpath of our house, sit on the floor with her and have a secret cuddle when the Arthritis pain was too much. Now without her this wasn't happening anymore, which meant less accidental active time. This lead to more Juvenile Arthritis joint flares, which meant more hospital visits and joint injections. Less motivation with more pain and no fluffy animal to cuddle. 

We eventually found a dog who was trained and tame enough to join our family home. Her name, Ellie. Within the next few days there was a huge difference. There was more accidental active time, less inflammation joint activity and the overall feel of the house changed. 

Jessie (little white puppy) joined our family after a close friend passed away from Cancer and she wanted her bundle of joy in caring hands. We now have two dogs which anyone who has two or more dogs would know the fun you have.

You are now thinking about your own home and how a dog may impact positively on your life. From my experiences without a dog life would be different. Not only in an Arthritis sense, but companionship for everyone in the home. A dog will be happy no matter how you're feeling and will always be pleased to see you come home after a day away.

If this has got you thinking about adding a new fluffy, cuddly member to your family. Check out the RSPCA website and see if your perfect match is there.