Loosing Sight..

At the beginning of 2017 I shared with you all about “The Day I Lost my Sight”. Through writing this about my blindness in my right eye due to my Juvenile Arthritis that began in my teenage years, many reached out to me and Kids Arthritis to share their stories and access support.

During October 2017 I visited my Opthamologist, had some scans of my eyes and this was all fine, but the result wasn’t.
Once again I was back in the big blue chair and on the screen were the images which had been taken.
What happened next, changed my life.

On the screen, I saw the scan of the back of my eye and what was showing were some tiny
‘bubbles’ in the left eye (my seeing eye). These bubbles aren’t friendly bubbles, they’re Macular Degeneration.

The look on the Opthamologist face said it all.

Surprised, upset and unsure of how this could come about. All the medical treatments are
supposed to prevent this from happening, but still it has occured.



But you know what I did in that moment. I didn’t get angry or upset. I thought about the 1 in
1000 children in Australia living with Juvenile Arthritis. About how much pain they’re in right now and everyday, thinking they’re the only ones living like this. I also thought how much they need someone like me who can stand up for them living with Juvenile Arthritis and Kids Arthritis tosupport them and show them that it’s going to be ok.

Medical professionals don’t know yet when my sight will disappear, but what I do know is that with your help we can ensure that more children living with Juvenile Arthritis, who could be going through this situation don’t need to do it alone.

Winter and Juvenile Arthritis

“It’s cold.”

Is the usual beginning to conversations during winter, but a side to Juvenile Arthritis that many don’t know is how this weather effects our condition.

There are many different types of research done into weather and Arthritis. You only need to jump online to see, but there’s not much there in relation to Juvenile Arthritis and the weather. So I decided to undertake my own research through Kids Arthritis to see if I was the only one being effected this way.

“How does the weather affect your Juvenile Arthritis, Sarah?”

Is a question I’m asked when speaking at community groups or conferences about Juvenile Arthritis. The answer can sometimes surprise people. The weather plays a huge part in my condition. Each year until my 13^th birthday I was admitted to hospital for surgery in September/October due to inflammation and pain in my joints that needed to be removed. The fact that it was the same time of year every year made me always wonder, 

“I’m sure I am not the only one.”

Turns out I’m not and through the research, I undertook through Kids Arthritis, I found that a high percentage of those I spoke with had the same issue.

The beginning of Winter is when the pain is most severe during Winter. Swelling appears and your reliance on medication to get through the day becomes more prominent. Once again, this isn’t just something that happens to me, it’s happening to a high percentage of children living with Juvenile Arthritis in Australia.

 If you ever meet a child or adult living with Juvenile Arthritis rather than asking them,

“How are you?”

Ask, “Do you have any pain today?”

This shows to us that you do care and want to know how we’re really feeling.

Life with One Eye

At the beginning of 2017 I wrote a post sharing, ‘The Day I Lost My Sight’. I thank those for their questions and words of support, but there was one question asked by many readers: 

“What’s it like living with vision in one eye?”

This is a common question I get asked, as it’s a problem that many may never have to experience.

In the beginning simple daily activities; reaching for a glass of water or shaking someone’s hand were a huge problem. This was due to the depth of field issue. My brain had to re wire itself in how it saw the world and how far away objects were. 

Time went by when driving at night become an issue. I hear from older adults that they give up driving due to feeling unsafe on the road or those car headlights are too bright. I was 20 years old and had to give this up, something I’d worked hard to gain that gave me independence, but had to give up due to something I had no control over, Juvenile Arthritis.

Another impact was that the world I see is darker than others as there’s only light entering one eye, rather than two. This means when in rooms with dimmed lighting it’s disorientating and I can become light headed and everything that’s part of that feeling.

By far the biggest impact has been the risk of the condition that caused this in the first place, Uveitis affecting my left eye. If and when this happens, no one knows and what effect it will have on my life we will see at the time. But I never let any of this hold me back from achieving my life mission: “To change the way the world views Arthritis.”

My Favourites

This months blog has been inspired by one of our KAWarriors who asked me a very important question at our last Support Group.

"What are two of your favourite sweet foods to cook?"

They then went on to tell me about their favourite ones which consisted of chocolate chip muffins and fruit salad stick. 

I had to stop and think for a moment about the answer as I love cooking many different foods. If you're a friend of mine you'll know I love surprising them with muffins or slice. To either say thank you or just put a smile on their face. 

I get my love of cooking from my father. I remember being a child and waking up to the smell of pancakes on the weekend and trying to guess what flavour they might be. Banana was and still is my favourite covered in ice cream and fresh fruit. They would be in different shapes and letters, but always made with love. 

Now that I'm older I still love my dad's pancakes, but enjoy making them for him on the weekends. Covered in maple syrup with juicy fresh fruit! 

My other favourite sweet treat to create is no other than my Grandma Oinn's banana cupcakes (are you seeing a pattern here?)

They are so easy and sometimes I even had a hint of chocolate chip or sultanas in there to mix it up. 

Both are incredibly easy to create and so delicious that you can't help, but share with others around you!

Eating a healthy diet is so important to everyone, but when you live with Juvenile Arthritis it's even more important. The statement: you are what you eat, is incredibly true and should be remembered on a daily basis when making food choices.

If you would like any of my two favourite recipes, please let me know as I'd love to share them with you!

Not 'Just a Girl' Anymore.

November 26th, 2016 the last Kids Arthritis Board Meeting for 2016. 

Kids Arthritis Board Members.

Sarah Hammond, Arsene Iribuka, Marjorie Hammond, Jenny Bennett, Rhys Jarrett, Brett Freeman

At this time I'd just been nominated for Start Up Adelaide Volunteer of the Year and was waiting eagerly for the ceremony. We also took a moment to look back on how far as an organisation we'd come. Everything that we'd achieved in our first year as Australia's First and Leading organisation, Kids Arthritis. 

Start Up Adelaide Volunteer of the Year Award.
Brett Freeman, Sarah Hammond, Mathew O'Donorfrio.
                                                                                






We just held our second annual Christmas Celebration for children, their families and careers living with Juvenile Arthritis and looking forward to the afternoon as it was our Board Christmas Lunch, but volunteer afternoon tea.

                                                                                    Emily, Sarah, Arthur the Arthritis Bear, Lucy.

You could say I was pretty happy and we were all excited about what we've all achieved together to Change the way the World views Arthritis. When in fact it was just the beginning to the excitement that was coming in 2017!

Monday 23rd January, 2017. Australia Day South Australia Awards 2017.

The day I was named South Australian Young Citizen of the Year. Not just nominated, but actually won this prestigious award. 

It was a great feeling knowing that finally after 23 years of living thinking that not many cared about what I lived with and doing through Kids Arthritis, everyone finally wanted to know and help out! The phone didn't stop ringing and emails kept flowing with interviews, letters of support and most importantly. Children, their families and carers reaching out and sharing their story living with Juvenile Arthritis. 

The awards didn't stop there. Next came Mount Barker Young Citizen of the Year and Mayor's Achievement Award on Australia Day 2017!

The best part of all this?

Not only was my family there, but supporters of Kids Arthritis and children who live with Juvenile Arthritis. This is extra special because these awards are not for me. They're for the 1 in 1000 Children in Australia living with Juvenile Arthritis. Everything that I do in my life is for them. For their families and careers as well. As I don't want any child, family or carers living the way I had to growing up.

To watch the videos or see everyone's smiles at both these exciting events, please head here: www.facebook.com/kidsarthritis

Just remember that "the ones who are crazy enough to change the world, are the ones that do."

Arthritis and Time Travel

Let's go back in time. 12 months ago to be exact and take a look at what life was like at the end of my 21st year living with Juvenile Arthritis. 

Thanks for an Amazing 21st year!

I don't know about anyone else but on my birthday I not only enjoy celebrating the past year of my life, but thinking about all that I have achieved.

This year I was 21 years old and looking back, Wow I have achieved some pretty amazing things for someone of my age with my type of disability. 

Not only have I started an organisation that is dedicated to supporting Children living with Arthritis. 

I have also been successful in not needing an infusion every 4 weeks and a tablet every morning to stay alive, rather just the little yellow tablet.

Come into contact with some amazing KAWarriors who suffer with Arthritis everyday and who have been supported by Kids Arthritis (Yes you, Emily and Kristy!)

Organised and hosted my very own event, Big Blue Night in support of Kids Arthritis.

Began Life Bursts, a radio show every Wednesday from 4pm to 6pm on Hills Radio, with my wonderful other host Matt and had fun learning everything radio again from Crash!

Created hundreds upon hundreds on Facebook, Twitter and Instagram posts all in support of Kids Arthritis.

Raised over $3,000 in support of Children with Arthritis.

Taken way too many selfies on my SnapChat, some even ended up on instagram; www.instagram.com/kidsarthritis

Thought Bitstrips were cool and annoyed all my friends with them.

Consumed too many cups of lemon tea while eating fresh fruit with oats, I say fruit with oats as there's always more fruits than oats.

Celebrated birthdays and deaths of love ones this year (this includes my pet chickens and ducks).

Had fun #Pranking4KidsArthritis with Rhys from RawCut and spending too much time infront of the camera telling lame jokes. www.youtube.com/pranks4kidsarthritis

Helped so many amazing people achieve their health and fitness goals through my Health and lifestyle group and personal training not only in my home town but Adelaide too!

www.facebook.com/sarahfitnessechunga


and the most important one.

Learnt that others do really care about my story, my pains and how I want to support Children with Arthritis. Before this year it was so hard but I thank everyone who has been apart of my life this year because you have helped shape me and made me believe that I really can change the world through supporting other children just like me with Arthritis.

Until next time.

Keep Smiling as you never know who's day you'll brighten.

Some of the wonderful Ladies Only Morning Fitness Class.








Myself and Emily at The Ethelton Entertainers Peformance this year. www.facebook.com/EtheltonEntertainers

"Arthritis doesn't just effect the elderly, it effects children too..."
Me at Big Blue Night for Kids Arthritis this year.

I love bringing Bursts of Peoples lives to our listeners every Wednesday on Life Bursts with Matt.
It's one of the highlights of my busy week.

How to Find Your Passion

I have always wanted to create change and awareness about Juvenile Arthritis. My mother and I spent many years of my life trying to create it but, it just never happened. 

My Uncle retired a few years ago from the job he spent 42 years doing. Each day he'd travel 3 hour trip to get to and from work. Why did he do it? Passion. He enjoyed his first and only job he did since finishing school all those years ago.


We all have passions. 

It could be creating delightful cakes for family, like my friend Tiffany.
You could love spending time modifying and creating your dream car, like my friend Brett does. 
Maybe you love the bus trip into work, the people who surround you in the space and what difference you make through the role you do, like so many of us do.

I spent many years searching for a way to do my passion.

When the suggestion of creating Australia's First organisation was talked about, it was always put down as 'too hard' by those who were supposed to be helping me.

While completing high school I tried to get ahead of the others and study Health and Fitness at an adult campus, while completing schooling. Once I finished school I was accepted to work at my local gym. From there I got another job at two local childcare centres, as I thought these were my two passions. I make it sound so easy to get these roles, but it wasn't. To learn more, read my other post about Disability Discrimination.

Turns out I was wrong and when it was time to lay off workers, I was the first to go.

After this I started my own Health and Fitness Business which I ran for a little over two years, before running a charity and business became too  much living with Juvenile Arthritis, which one of them had to go.

From that moment I was able to focus more on supporting Children living with Arthritis. I don't get paid for any of the work I do. If I speak at community groups, events, conferences, etc and receive a donation in return. It goes straight to the Australian First Support Groups that Kids Arthritis Australia run.

Each week I spend just over 30 hours changing the way the world views Arthritis, but why would I do this if there's no money value in return?

Passion.

Supporting the 1 in 1000 Children in Australia living with Juvenile Arthritis just like myself, is my Passion.

These children need support, their families, careers and siblings need support. They need help and awareness of this common yet hidden condition they battle everyday and who better to do this than someone who's battled it for her whole life.

What's your Passion? Let me know on Facebook.

www.kidsarthritis.org

What do I Ask the Doctor?

Since the invention of Google in September 4th 1998, people have been jumping online to self diagnose. 

This is incredibly risky and I don't recommend anyone do this. 

There's a reason doctors study for many years, so that they can treat you in the best possible way. Even though my life experiences with thee medical professionals haven't been the best, I owe my life to them. Without their knowledge and skills I wouldn't be here and you wouldn't be reading this. 

When a child is first diagnosed with Juvenile Arthritis there's so many questions racing through the heads of those involved. In this weeks post I have compiled through my experiences with JIA a list of questions to ask your health professional.

1. How will the Juvenile Arthritis be treated?

This one is the most important and should be asked first. There's many different methods and your doctor will know which one is best for the child.

2. How can the other symptoms be managed?

When your child has Juvenile Arthritis (JIA) there will be many symptoms that your child will show. Every child' JIA is different, so this question can only be answered by your doctor not, Doctor Google.

3. Is there any activities that my child do to relieve pain and swelling?

Exercise for anyone is important, but what's important here is that you are refereed to a physiotherapist or other health professional by your doctor to manage these conditions.

4. What causes JIA?

A common question that you can find a more in depth answer here. 

5. What if symptoms come back?

Symptoms may come and go when living with JIA, but having a trusting relationship with your doctor will make this easier. Stay in contact when ever you can with your doctor and seek advice from other support organisations.

6. Will my Child always live with JIA?

All my life I waited until I was 16 years old, as that was going to be the age my JIA would disappear. It didn't, but I still wait for the day it does disappear. Even if it does I'll still be left with the side effects. Every child is different, so keeping in contact with your doctor is most important.

7. What medicines might treat this condition?

There are many different medications available, but each one is different just like the children who require them. Some do sound 'scary' but, the one thing we do know is they can help. Once again your doctor know best and they'll know what is suitable for your child. 

Always remember there is now support out there for you. I began Kids Arthritis Australia as there was none when I was growing up with JIA. If I didn't begin the organisation, children their parents and careers would still be living like I did. Isolated and alone battling this hidden yet common condition. 

Little Red Dots

It's not the Juvenile Arthritis that impacts you the most, it's the side effects.

I've had and still live with many different side effects due to my Juvenile Arthritis.

Minor things like hair loss to extreme fatigue and Lupus, but the one everyone sees the most. Those little red dots.

What are those little things?

Well for starters they're far more itchier than mosquito bites and take 10 times longer to heal.

They get worse before they become better and are in the most annoying places. 

Two years ago I had a sample of one of these little dots taken. It was the most painful thing I'd had done to my skin awake. The result from that was medication side effect.

If you've read my previous posts you would know the only medication that can give me the relief I need currently is Meloxicam. A medication that's eating my stomach lining, but means I can walk. Factors like spending time in the sun (the tiniest amount), covering up my skin for extended periods of time (in winter) makes them worse. There's no way to get rid of them and covering them up makes it worse. 

There not only over my arms and back, but the part everyone looks everyday. FACE. 

With the power of make up the ones that aren't oozing or sticking out like Mount Everest can be covered up. As for those ones.. Cleaning my face twice a day, keeping my hands away while there's no make up on and drinking plenty of water, seems to do the trick. 

Living with Juvenile Arthritis is much more than just painful joints and taking medications. It's dealing with people judging you about something on your skin that you have no control over. 

20 Something Living with Arthritis.

When you were in your 20's what adventures did you get up to?

I'm sure some of them you'll share with your children, and there's others which you won't.

My adventures living in my 20's will be shared with them and are being shared with you right now through this blog. 

I googled Things to do in your 20's and realised that many of them are just too hard to accomplish when you live with Arthritis. 

The number one activity they suggest is travel.

As a kid I spend every school holiday at our family beach house and every winter one somewhere warmer in Australia, but never overseas. I've never been in a commercial plane or even overseas. 

Why is this?

When you live with an autoimmune disease you can be restricted by your medications. Live Vaccines are normally a NO GO ZONE, while the thought of having to stop taking my medication for around 8 months just to have a vaccine to travel overseas, to me doesn't seem worth it.

Of course some day I wish to travel, but for now I'm very happy changing lives through Kids Arthritis Australia.

The next thing on those lists is usually, Live on your Own.

How? How? How? Is a 20 something living with a crippling auto immune disease supposed to do that? This one is pretty self explanatory if you've read my other posts.

Reading all these I've created my own list of things for 20 somethings living with Juvenile Arthritis.

1. Listen to your body.

If it's feeling weak and you're feeling fatigued. Stop. It can be hard, but make time for yourself. Whether it's reading a book or enjoying a cuppa, make time for yourself.

2. Be honest to your doctors.

Yes, that's right. If you really did have a flare on the weekend or skip your medication last Wednesday. Tell them. Your honesty really matters when it comes to your health and well being.

3. Eat Healthy, but make sure you spoil yourself.

This advice comes from my Personal Training Business days. Our bodies always need good nutrition, but sometimes due to our medication we may crave salty fries or ice cream (this was my problem after infusions). Give yourself those foods, but only in moderation. 

4. You come First.

You always come first when living with Juvenile Arthritis, as self centered as that sounds it's true. If you're not feeling up to going shopping with your friend, tell them. If you're just to tired to attend a celebration at night, tell them. If you don't, they won't understand about your pain and Arthritis.

5. Create a support network around you.

Not everyone in their 20's living with JIA want to share their journey with everyone like myself, but it's important to find people to share it with. These people could be your mother, sister, support worker from an organisation (like myself), coworker, local minister, the list is endless. Just find a group of people you trust, because there's always people who care about you.

What's your advice for 20 somethings living with Juvenile Arthritis?

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Growing Friends

Being a kid is hard.

Think of all those times you spent in the school yard, playing on the playground or attending friends birthday parties. What can you remember? 

I can remember attending many birthday celebrations. I remember being that kid who's mum stayed and helped out as you never knew when my Juvenile Arthritis would become painful or swollen. I never stayed at sleep overs or at the celebrations for long as it was always too much on my tiny Arthritis crippled body. This lead to friendships being hard to maintain.

Why was this?

Juvenile Arthritis. 

The only people I could trust that understood what was going on was my family. 
I was so afraid that I'd hurt myself or suddenly everything to be painful and no one would be there to help me. 

Being older and looking back, this is due to the lack of awareness there was and still is surrounding Juvenile Arthritis. Since beginning Kids Arthritis Australia I have learnt that I'm not the only one with the above problem. Children, their families and careers are hesitant to let go of their child living with Juvenile Arthritis as others don't understand what it's really like. 

Through Kids Arthritis Australia I will change this.

This is a National problem, that if not fixed will become worse in the future.

Being a kid is hard, but living with a hidden condition makes the easiest things in life, like attending your friends birthday party hard. 

Alone and Full of Pain

Many people ask: How do I manage to undertake daily activities when there's nobody around to help me?

Well if you lived your whole life in pain and having to find other ways to do the 'simple' daily tasks, when you get older and can sometimes be alone during these times you find away very early on.

For example. I keep all my sneakers (don't like calling them running shoes, as I don't run) with the laces tied up for easy accessibility.  Socks on the other hand are much harder, If I need to wear socks for the day I have to ask someone before they head out for the day to do it for me. Besides sneakers and socks I have many shoes, like most females but they all have one thing in common. If I can't put them on alone, then I don't buy them. This is hard sometimes as I can see a pair of shoes in a store and just want to wear them, but know that due to my Juvenile Arthritis it's just not possible. 

Another problem is brushing my hair and teeth when my elbows are swollen up like balloons and are stiff as wood. This is where my opposite hand comes in handy. It may take a lot longer to undertake this simple task, but it has to be done.

As many of you know I used to attend swimming lessons every Tuesday. Since my Juvenile Arthritis hip problem that will never go away. Not sure what I'm talking about? Click here. Swimming is another activity that I find hard. My legs due to my right hip aren't strong enough to push me along in the water, so now if I'm swimming my arms have to do all the work. This has it's problems too, as my elbow and wrists joints then are more likely to become swollen.

I hope by now you have realised that nearly everything I undertake always has another effect. Sometimes good other times bad, but always related to my Juvenile Arthritis. 

People think that Arthritis only effects the elderly, which in fact it doesn't. 

People also think that Arthritis only effects your joints. It doesn't. 
There's a flow on effect that I have lived and will continue to live for the rest of my life. 

This is happening and happens to 1 in 1000 Children just like me in Australia. 

Got a burning question you just want to ask me? Please send me a message through Ask Sarah on the Kids Arthritis Australia website.

Pain and Juvenile Arthritis.

It's in our nature to just give out advice, even if we don't fully understand what the other person is living through. 

Throughout my life I've been given plenty of non professional advice from people just trying to help. I get it, you can't stand to see Little Sarah in pain, well guess what. There's nothing anyone can do about it, even myself. 

Every child living with Juvenile Arthritis is different. 

In the weekly #SupportMondays poll in the Australian First Online Support Group run by Kids Arthritis Australia, I asked parents and careers what was the best way to reduce their child's pain.

Number one answer. Medication.

Medication in 2016 is strong, toxic stuff, but you know most of the time it gives the relieve the body so badly needs. It might be overwhelming for the parent to hear all the side effects that come with the medication, but recent research has shown that with early strong medicaiton intervention the child's JIA could be better off later in life.

Second answer. Heat/Cold Packs.

Whether it's winter or summer a child living with Arthritis body needs to be at a good temperature (just like anyone elses). With the interaction of JIA and medication this can be a problem. Hot packs are also good for pain during winter and cold packs are great for sudden joint swelling.

Third answer. Good nutrition and exercise.

I know as an adult eating right and exercising can be hard, but for a child living with Arthritis sometimes and they might not even know it, can get medication cravings (yes another Sarah word).
When I was having Actemra, the craving I received after the infusion was salty foods and it became a tradition that I would cut up fresh potatoes and deep fry them and eat them with dinner that day. It just happened and I don't know why. Exercise can also be hard due to pain and stiffness, but with the help of your local physiotherapist this can be made easier.
Excess weight is bad for anyone, but if you live with Arthritis and you become over weight you place more stress on your already stressed out joints which creates more pain.

What other ways do you reduce pain?
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Driving with Uveitis

Living with severe Juvenile Arthritis has it's problems.

Never ending pain, stiffness that just doesn't go away, constant reliant on medication, I could go on..

Driving is one of those things that most people take for granted. 

Need more milk or bread? Just jump in the car and drive to the shops.

Got to pick up your friends from the work function? Just jump in the car and pick them up.

In the above two scenarios I've mentioned two of the problems I have l have living with Juvenile Arthritis.

You can never just "jump in the car' to get something. If having Juvenile Arthritis was that easy you'd all want it. Especially at night time it's the hardest. 

Driving to and from my weekly radio show is a problem I have especially during the winter months, as by the end of the show it's pitch black!

Living in a small country town doesn't make it any easier due to the lack of public transport, sorry, no public transport at hours that anyone would want to use it. 

I'm very lucky to have some sight in my left eye and each time I drive I'm grateful for the privilege.