Life with One Eye

At the beginning of 2017 I wrote a post sharing, ‘The Day I Lost My Sight’. I thank those for their questions and words of support, but there was one question asked by many readers: 

“What’s it like living with vision in one eye?”

This is a common question I get asked, as it’s a problem that many may never have to experience.

In the beginning simple daily activities; reaching for a glass of water or shaking someone’s hand were a huge problem. This was due to the depth of field issue. My brain had to re wire itself in how it saw the world and how far away objects were. 

Time went by when driving at night become an issue. I hear from older adults that they give up driving due to feeling unsafe on the road or those car headlights are too bright. I was 20 years old and had to give this up, something I’d worked hard to gain that gave me independence, but had to give up due to something I had no control over, Juvenile Arthritis.

Another impact was that the world I see is darker than others as there’s only light entering one eye, rather than two. This means when in rooms with dimmed lighting it’s disorientating and I can become light headed and everything that’s part of that feeling.

By far the biggest impact has been the risk of the condition that caused this in the first place, Uveitis affecting my left eye. If and when this happens, no one knows and what effect it will have on my life we will see at the time. But I never let any of this hold me back from achieving my life mission: “To change the way the world views Arthritis.”

What do I Ask the Doctor?

Since the invention of Google in September 4th 1998, people have been jumping online to self diagnose. 

This is incredibly risky and I don't recommend anyone do this. 

There's a reason doctors study for many years, so that they can treat you in the best possible way. Even though my life experiences with thee medical professionals haven't been the best, I owe my life to them. Without their knowledge and skills I wouldn't be here and you wouldn't be reading this. 

When a child is first diagnosed with Juvenile Arthritis there's so many questions racing through the heads of those involved. In this weeks post I have compiled through my experiences with JIA a list of questions to ask your health professional.

1. How will the Juvenile Arthritis be treated?

This one is the most important and should be asked first. There's many different methods and your doctor will know which one is best for the child.

2. How can the other symptoms be managed?

When your child has Juvenile Arthritis (JIA) there will be many symptoms that your child will show. Every child' JIA is different, so this question can only be answered by your doctor not, Doctor Google.

3. Is there any activities that my child do to relieve pain and swelling?

Exercise for anyone is important, but what's important here is that you are refereed to a physiotherapist or other health professional by your doctor to manage these conditions.

4. What causes JIA?

A common question that you can find a more in depth answer here. 

5. What if symptoms come back?

Symptoms may come and go when living with JIA, but having a trusting relationship with your doctor will make this easier. Stay in contact when ever you can with your doctor and seek advice from other support organisations.

6. Will my Child always live with JIA?

All my life I waited until I was 16 years old, as that was going to be the age my JIA would disappear. It didn't, but I still wait for the day it does disappear. Even if it does I'll still be left with the side effects. Every child is different, so keeping in contact with your doctor is most important.

7. What medicines might treat this condition?

There are many different medications available, but each one is different just like the children who require them. Some do sound 'scary' but, the one thing we do know is they can help. Once again your doctor know best and they'll know what is suitable for your child. 

Always remember there is now support out there for you. I began Kids Arthritis Australia as there was none when I was growing up with JIA. If I didn't begin the organisation, children their parents and careers would still be living like I did. Isolated and alone battling this hidden yet common condition. 

20 Something Living with Arthritis.

When you were in your 20's what adventures did you get up to?

I'm sure some of them you'll share with your children, and there's others which you won't.

My adventures living in my 20's will be shared with them and are being shared with you right now through this blog. 

I googled Things to do in your 20's and realised that many of them are just too hard to accomplish when you live with Arthritis. 

The number one activity they suggest is travel.

As a kid I spend every school holiday at our family beach house and every winter one somewhere warmer in Australia, but never overseas. I've never been in a commercial plane or even overseas. 

Why is this?

When you live with an autoimmune disease you can be restricted by your medications. Live Vaccines are normally a NO GO ZONE, while the thought of having to stop taking my medication for around 8 months just to have a vaccine to travel overseas, to me doesn't seem worth it.

Of course some day I wish to travel, but for now I'm very happy changing lives through Kids Arthritis Australia.

The next thing on those lists is usually, Live on your Own.

How? How? How? Is a 20 something living with a crippling auto immune disease supposed to do that? This one is pretty self explanatory if you've read my other posts.

Reading all these I've created my own list of things for 20 somethings living with Juvenile Arthritis.

1. Listen to your body.

If it's feeling weak and you're feeling fatigued. Stop. It can be hard, but make time for yourself. Whether it's reading a book or enjoying a cuppa, make time for yourself.

2. Be honest to your doctors.

Yes, that's right. If you really did have a flare on the weekend or skip your medication last Wednesday. Tell them. Your honesty really matters when it comes to your health and well being.

3. Eat Healthy, but make sure you spoil yourself.

This advice comes from my Personal Training Business days. Our bodies always need good nutrition, but sometimes due to our medication we may crave salty fries or ice cream (this was my problem after infusions). Give yourself those foods, but only in moderation. 

4. You come First.

You always come first when living with Juvenile Arthritis, as self centered as that sounds it's true. If you're not feeling up to going shopping with your friend, tell them. If you're just to tired to attend a celebration at night, tell them. If you don't, they won't understand about your pain and Arthritis.

5. Create a support network around you.

Not everyone in their 20's living with JIA want to share their journey with everyone like myself, but it's important to find people to share it with. These people could be your mother, sister, support worker from an organisation (like myself), coworker, local minister, the list is endless. Just find a group of people you trust, because there's always people who care about you.

What's your advice for 20 somethings living with Juvenile Arthritis?

Share it on my Facebook. 

Fitness and Chronic Illness

What were you doing at 17 years of age?

Had you finished school? Were you dating your current partner? Annoying your siblings? or all of the above? 

At age 17 I asked my mother if she would take me to the Australian Institute of Fitness in Adelaide to apply for study.

This was a HUGE shock to my family, as I'd always despised exercise due to the pain of it all and the lack of motivation due to it. I could understand and control my Juvenile Arthritis more by this age and wanted to learn how to help others through health and fitness.

Sure enough we headed from the Adelaide Hills to the big smoke, hopped on the new Adelaide trams (for the Adelaide residents among you) and headed to the Institute. After a few hours we walked out and I was accepted to gain a Health and Fitness Qualification.

Due to completing Year 11 and 12 at the time, I had to take on the study as part of my SACE. This was a challenge as not only did I need to juggle school subjects, but this qualification and my Juvenile Arthritis. 

During the study there was many practical parts involving intense exercise, but I always managed to complete and pass just in my own little Sarah's Way. If you have a child living with Juvenile Arthritis, you know what I'm talking about. 

12 months later I was a qualified health and fitness specialist. 

At age 18 years my first job was at a local gym and from there I began my own business. This was a fun and rewarding experience. I met many people with different goals out of life and this was always the best part. People would come to me with all walks of life. I ran many weekly exercise classes, even one in a Pub. Many days were spent in my gym creating personalised programs and making memories with everyone who walked through the door.

Earlier this year it became a little too much running a small business (that wasn't quite small anymore) and a large national organisation. After 6 years in the industry I focused more on Kids Arthritis Australia.

People who have read my other posts would know that each day I exercise with heavy weights, as it's the most effective, natural way to help the Juvenile Arthritis stiffness and pain to cease for the day.

Don't get me wrong some days it's just too much to exercise, but you'll still find me battling on lifting those weights to make the day that little bit easier.

Hospital Torment

Every year since birth to age 13 years I'd have to deal with the cold hard fact that I would have to have an operation of some sort, but would never know exactly what.

The operation would always happen around the beginning of Spring and my mother could always tell it was coming. I'd always feel fatigued during the day and have painful, swollen joints that would never go away. In the beginning I was too young to recognise what my body was doing to me, but as I got older it became a bigger and more annoying problem.

Through beginning Australia's First organisation, Kids Arthritis I have found that this also happens to other children all around the world.

Eventually the swelling would make my joints so stiff, swollen and painful that the only way to remove the problem temporarily was to have an operation. 

I hated this so much, more than anyone could ever imagine. My horrible childhood memories are all from these times in hospital. Being forced by medical professionals to do certain things for my treatment and would hold me down and make the pain worse if I wouldn't do so. 

This kind of treatment lead me to have a huge fear of the dreaded gas mask and instead would be first be sedated with a injection to feel 'relaxed' (it never worked). I then had a final injection to put me to sleep for the operation. 

I can remember many times when this 'relaxed' injection didn't work and I had to deal with what the medical professional would do next, as they thought the injection worked. 

Once the operation was over, I would wake up with Tweety, Arthur the Arthritis Bear and my mother by my side, and would full in and out of sleep of many hours to come. 

I remember the first thing I would do once I'd woken up for the first time, would be to feel where the intravenous was in my body. Sometimes it was in my arms, others in my tiny Arthritis hands. I would then feel what the doctors had done during the operation. What arms, legs, wrists, elbows, etc were in plaster and if there was anything inserted into my nose or mouth for food, water or air. I'd then peacefully drift back to sleep once I knew what was going on. 

Remember this really happens to Children who live with Arthritis. This happened every year and every time the procedure was different, but what stayed the same was that the Arthritis had made it happen.

The last time I had an operation was a couple of years ago and it was to remove swelling, stiffness and a bursa from my left elbow at the REPAT Hospital. 

Once you've been grown up living like this, you don't expect anything different and this is a sad thing. To think that for the rest of my life I have to live with this disease that controls how my body feels and acts. Leading to operations and doctors appointments just like the ones written above.

No child should ever have to live like this.

www.kidsarthritis.org 

Joint Swelling and Juvenile Arthritis

People who don't have Juvenile Arthritis find it hard to understand what it is actually like having swollen joints. 

I am not only talking about the actually joint but what it does to my body.

To put it simply, it screws everything up.

Living with a hidden disease is hard as I've said many times before but what makes it harder is that you are trying hard and volunteering my life to supporting children living with Arthritis and my joints just keep getting in the way.

This is my third month of elbow swelling and this isn't unusual at all. What is unusual is that it's only happening in one joint. This is not normal but I'm very happy that this is the case currently.

When a joint in mu body swells up it first creates stiffness. Due to this stiffness that I have in my elbow currently I am unable to brush by hair or even wash my hair without funny head movements that lucky I'm the only one that can see. 

 With that stiffness becomes horrible pain. This pain isn't the sort of pain that you get with a paper cut or a broken bone, it's the sort of pain that NEVER LEAVES YOU ALONE!

It's always there and even with pain killers it still just doesn't leave!

If these two things stick around long enough along come the tiredness. My body at this stage is usually fighting against itself even more and getting really confused and my body just has enough and wants me to sleep ALL THE TIME.

With this tiredness like normal tiredness, you become "cranky" but what happens to me when that happens?

LUPUS! Yes the wonder other autoimmune disease that I have. 

Lupus kicks in and that is when it's very hard to control. (Read my other blog to learn more about my Lupus)

When I was a young child and living with swollen joints for most of the year I didn't suffer with Lupus as well. This is why being 22 years old and getting a swollen joint is worse, but I will always keep smiling and supporting children living with Arthritis.

Until next time,

Keep smiling as you never know whos day you'll brighten.

Needle Problems

If I had a dollar for every time I needed a needle jabbed somewhere into my skin. I would be living somewhere on a private island researching a cure for Arthritis.

No seriously, it really is that much.

Now I am not talking about just little tiny blood tests, I am talking about medication injections, infusions, transfusions, drips and the list goes on.

I have had so many jabs by a needle that now even for a simple blood test check up an anesthetist is required to get the needle in to get enough blood. I am also not talking about a normal needle that anyone over the age of 5 years old has, I'm talking about a tiny butterfly needle.

Here's a photo of one if you don't know.

It is quite a small needle that takes much longer than using a "adult needle" that is quite thick and much longer.

This is a sad thing to have happened to me. I'm only 22 years old and already am having vein problems. The nurses say I am a 22 year old with the veins of a 80 year old (Sarcastic Yay). The way I have been told to fix this is not to have any needles jabbed into me. 

Well this is impossible.

Another thing you may not know about me, is that I have never looked at a needle in my skin.

NEVER!

but that is a story for my next post.

Until next time,

Keep smiling as you never know who's day you'll brighten.

It's the most wonderful time of the year!

"It's the most wonderful time of the year."

I think the above phrase should be changed to.

"It's the most painful and inflaming time of the year."

Why you ask?

In Australia Christmas Time is during summer. Our Summers reach a low of 28 degrees to a high of 42 degrees and higher. This sudden change in temperature every day activates my Arthritis and sends my inflammation sky high!

When I was a child and for 13 years in a row, this is the time of year I was admitted to hospital to have inflammation around my joints removed or a surgery to do with medication abuse and side effects. Most of the time it was for both and it would take me out of school for 4 to 5 days straight.

Now missing school is every child's wish, but for me. It never was. 

My wish was to be able to attend school so I could learn new and exciting things, but to also have the social aspect with my friends. 

As adults if we don't keep in contact with a person, we essentially loose them as a friend. This is what happens to a child with Arthritis. Due to pain, inflammation and stiffness. The child must go see a doctor which then leads to time away from school, which then leads to loss of social contact. That finally leads to a whole lot of problems which a child doesn't need in their lives.

These children just like me suffer every day in pain and stiffness which means they may find it hard to do every day things. This was the case for me around this time every year.

"What do you have swollen this year Sarah?" is what my friends always ask me.

Well this year it's quite exciting (please note my amazing sarcasm skills) my left elbow is quite warm, is much larger than my right one and it hurts so much that I just don't know how I managed to type this blog post. 

Except we all know how I managed to write this post. It is because no matter what time of the year it is, or how much pain I am in. I live for supporting children just like me living with Arthritis. As I always say; there's no point giving up because what I suffered with as a child would all be a waste.

Until next time,

Keep smiling as you never know who's day you'll brighten. 

What is Lupus?

The year was 2013 and it was my usual Rheumy, or Arthritis doctor to those who don't know the Arthritis lingo. It starts with a blood test that usually takes more than half an hour. This is because my veins are quite thin due to the thousands of times they have been broken because of infusions, operations and blood tests.

From here it's the wait to see the Rheumy and into her office I go.

Now I am referring to this particular appointment as this was when I was told I had an extra strand in my body that is known as Lupus in my case.

Up to this point I had experienced times of getting lost while out driving, feeling more tired than usual, random vomiting throughout the day and a rash all over my body that was made worse through sunlight. Now if you have any of these symptoms please do not assume that it's Lupus, please go see you local doctor.

This moment that the Rheumy informed me of yet another autoimmune disease was attacking my body, I did feel just a bit frustrated with the result but at the same time there was nothing I could do to fix it.

Now for those who don't know what Lupus is, I found an easy explanation on MedicalNewsToday.

Lupus is a chronic autoimmune disease in which the immune system produces antibodies to cells within the body leading to widespread inflammation and tissue damage.

Any part of the body can be affected by lupus as it has an array of clinical manifestations affecting the skin, joints, brain, lungs, kidneys, blood vessels and other internal organs.

When I am diagnosed with a new condition, which happens quite a lot these days. I ask as many questions as possible to the Rheumy and she refers me onto the internet for more information. Some of my favourite facts (sarcasm) about Lupus that I found online are:

- Lupus is an autoimmune disease that can be mild or life threatening.

- More than 90% of Lupus suffers are Women.

- Staying out of the sun is perhaps the most important thing to do.

What does make me furious is that my Lupus may have been prevented as it's believed to be medical induced. Which means the medication I may have once taken or take now have caused Lupus. 

Even though it's another disease I now have to live with everyday, I do have a life and this life may be short for me, but I am determined to live everyday to the full and to live it supporting other children like me with Arthritis.

Until next time.

Keep smiling as you never know who's day you'll brighten.

Thanks for an Amazing 21st year!

I don't know about anyone else but on my birthday I not only enjoy celebrating the past year of my life, but thinking about all that I have achieved.

This year I was 21 years old and looking back, Wow I have achieved some pretty amazing things for someone of my age with my type of disability. 

Not only have I started an organisation that is dedicated to supporting Children living with Arthritis. 

I have also been successful in not needing an infusion every 4 weeks and a tablet every morning to stay alive, rather just the little yellow tablet.

Come into contact with some amazing KAWarriors who suffer with Arthritis everyday and who have been supported by Kids Arthritis (Yes you, Emily and Kristy!)

Organised and hosted my very own event, Big Blue Night in support of Kids Arthritis.

Began Life Bursts, a radio show every Wednesday from 4pm to 6pm on Hills Radio, with my wonderful other host Matt and had fun learning everything radio again from Crash!

Created hundreds upon hundreds on Facebook, Twitter and Instagram posts all in support of Kids Arthritis.

Raised over $3,000 in support of Children with Arthritis.

Taken way too many selfies on my SnapChat, some even ended up on instagram; www.instagram.com/kidsarthritis

Thought Bitstrips were cool and annoyed all my friends with them.

Consumed too many cups of lemon tea while eating fresh fruit with oats, I say fruit with oats as there's always more fruits than oats.

Celebrated birthdays and deaths of love ones this year (this includes my pet chickens and ducks).

Had fun #Pranking4KidsArthritis with Rhys from RawCut and spending too much time infront of the camera telling lame jokes. www.youtube.com/pranks4kidsarthritis

Helped so many amazing people achieve their health and fitness goals through my Health and lifestyle group and personal training not only in my home town but Adelaide too!

www.facebook.com/sarahfitnessechunga


and the most important one.

Learnt that others do really care about my story, my pains and how I want to support Children with Arthritis. Before this year it was so hard but I thank everyone who has been apart of my life this year because you have helped shape me and made me believe that I really can change the world through supporting other children just like me with Arthritis.

Until next time.

Keep Smiling as you never know who's day you'll brighten.

Some of the wonderful Ladies Only Morning Fitness Class.










Myself and Emily at The Ethelton Entertainers Peformance this year. www.facebook.com/EtheltonEntertainers

"Arthritis doesn't just effect the elderly, it effects children too..."
Me at Big Blue Night for Kids Arthritis this year.

I love bringing Bursts of Peoples lives to our listeners every Wednesday on Life Bursts with Matt.
It's one of the highlights of my busy week.

Arthritis in Children Sucks

I started writing a blog after many years of people wanting me to write down my feelings and share my story so others can understand what it is like to have Arthritis as a child.

As I have said in my other posts that having Arthritis Sucks! It doesn't just suck in the way that missing the bus home from work or the way when you get stuck at a traffic light you would have been able to beat if the slow driver in front has moved a little bit faster. 
Having Arthritis sucks more than you could ever imagine, what makes it worse is that I know no other way of living, breathing or being.

Through Kids Arthritis when I meet and speak with other children with Arthritis they also say it sucks, then I ask why?
One child said because I can not run around with all my friends in the playground.
Another said because I can't sit on the ground to read a book with my brother and finally the one I relate to the most is.
Missing so much school due to appointments, pain and swelling which them means tiredness and nothing being able to get done. This then leads to falling out with friends and study which then makes the Arthritis worse.

Once people realise Children get Arthritis, they then learn that it doesn't just effect your joints with pain and stiffness, but it effects your emotional state. I am no saying we get depressed, some may but in my experience you just feel useless. For example last weekend I was preparing my family getaway celebration to the beach for my birthday, but my father had to step in to finish preparing as I could not stand or walk anymore. It's times like that you feel useless because all you want to do is GET IT DONE! but you can't, because the pain just makes you stop and you can't do anymore until you rest for a bit longer.

So to all those children out there reading this. Yes Arthritis sucks, but what ever you do. 
Please don't give up. 
It may be hard now but you just wait until tomorrow because it might just be a little brighter.

Until next time,

Keep smiling because you never know who's day you'll brighten.

(Here's a Sarah Selfie from my Birthday Weekend away)

How was your morning?

Something that I get asked a lot is What's a typical morning for a Girl with Arthritis?
Every day is different but a typical day goes like this. 

Woken up by the birds in the trees and a pain in my right hip. Sometimes I can move it other times I just lie there waiting for it to decide what it's going to do. I feel it has a mind of its own but then I remember, I control that mind.

As many of you know I am blind in my right eye but have minimal vision in my left eye that requires a daily contact lens or glasses use. I prefer the contact as my eyes are too big and my face to small to find a pair that fit just right. The contacts go in and usually by then my hip has decided to move.

The Meloxicam pills are swallowed and the adventure to get clothed begins.

I like to keep the clothes I wear the next day fresh next to my bed so that if I'm in too much pain to do anything I don't have far to walk to get clothed. The part that annoys me the most are my socks and shoes. I have my shoes laces pre tired so that I don't have to rely on anyone else to tie them but the socks are the most difficult part. If no one is around to help then I have the 'Sarah Way' of getting them on. It does take more time so sometimes I ask my dogs for help (not really, but imagine if that could really happen) 

Once the PJs are away in the drawer next to my bed and the bed is made I head to the gym for my morning unstiffening aka workout as the normal people call it. 

During this 'workout' my key exercises I complete everyday to unstiffen myself are:
10 minutes on the exercise bike 
100 Squats at 60kg on a smith machine
80 Lat pull downs at 25.5kg 
60 Jack knives with a 10kg weight
60 Chin Ups 
40 Tricep dips 
80 Leg Press at 140kg
On days when I am not so stiff I do more (which isn't often)
You may be thinking WOW THIS IS A LOT! but you have to remember that I train very hard everyday because if I have strong muscles, I'll have strong bones which leads to a healthier life, hopefully.

From here I mix myself a fruit smoothie full of bananas, peaches and strawberries with a bowl of yummy oats. 

What is your morning like? Head to my Facebook page and please let me know. www.facebook.com/sarahhammondgirlwitharthritis 

Until next week,

Just keep smiling as you never know who's day you'll brighten.

I have hobbies too..

When I was 15 I took part in work experience at a local community radio station and at this time I had taken myself off Prednisolne and was quickly loosing weight that had been gained through this.
My passion for radio all started because of my Arthritis. At 12 years of age I was asked to have an interview on the SA Radio network ABC. From the moment I walked into the radio studio, it could see myself really liking this. Then when we were on air it just flowed so naturally and this is where the passion sparked.

If you have read my other blogs you will see time and time again that I don't look up to anyone or idolise anyone as I am my own hero, but in a radio sense. Peter Goers is the inspiration. When I am driving after 7pm only in the lighter months, you will hear his radio show bursting from my car.
I describe his shows to others as an old fashion type of program, which I love.

From my work experience it lead me to beginning a youth show on that very station and after 6 long years it was time to move on to bigger things in the industry.
Hills Radio was where just recently as a 21 year old created "Life Bursts" a show where my host and I bring a burst of peoples lives through the air waves to you.
Other radio shows interview people about their work and their job position but at Life Bursts it's all about where you came from and why you love life, which I find really interesting.

Radio is fun as a hobby as I get to meet new people and talk all I want as I produce and host the show with Matt my other host. We get along so well and couldn't ask for a better person to spend 2 hours in a room with each Wednesday afternoon. The passion flows from us both as we work as a team to do what we both love, radio.

Having Arthritis doesn't stop me from doing what I love and neither should things in life that you think are too hard stop you. Yes sometimes it's hard but just remember all those wonderful, pain free moments in your life and everything will be just fine.


Until next week,

Just keep smiling, as you never know who's day you'll brighten.